i got itchy fingers so i started dying my hair again. hoho.

i know i'm horrible to my hair, if there was a law for it, i'd get the death penalty for the amount of abusing i've done to it.

so, actually i wanted to start with the fringe, like just a teeeeeny bit just incase it turns are terrible, then i realised that would be the front of my face therefore, obviously stupid if i did it there. 

so, i took a lock from the base of my back neck and smothered it in bleach. if i can get it to christina's level of blonde-ness i'll try out the pink hair dye on it, if not then ill just leave it an ahlian gold.

i wanted to post of picture of christina, but apparently blogger is being stubborn, i dont know how xiaxue can post so many pictures in one entry, i just assume all the pictures are posted first in PROPER ORDER then the font goes in. or maybe im just some really major blogger noob. pfft.

i really have no effing clue what colour my hair is now, it looks green cause my bleach is purple, but i dont know how much longer i should wait for my platinum blonde. if it stayes on too long will my hair fall out? WHICH FYI, has actually alrdy happened to me when i was using home straightening, the reason why i'm trying for all this home stuff is cause i know it IS possible to get the same effect (with slighty more damage) from the home stuff as the salon stuff, but i also know its trial and error. so. 

i wish i had the money to simply spurge on my hair every 2 weeks.

i also really need a haircut (this i would never trust to anyone's hands other than a fairly good hairdresser) but i dont want my hair to be too short for my birthday, hello, 18 its like fucking massive yo' jus sayin'

i also really need to start gyming, i should put pictures of my arch enemy MEGAN FOX all over my room to motivate myself (:

70% diet 30% exercise. i'm working on the diet thing, i really am. (: i eat till im not hungry, not till i'm full. but this doesn't mean the ever so evil McDonald's cravings have died down. srsly i think they put some sort of addictive element in their food cause i can't seem to just kill the cravings, and its only quite recently that my cravings have gotten damn bad, maybe they have started putting drugs in their fries, burgers and cokes, thats why the price went up? (?) idk la i'm just sprouting nonsense and praying my hair doesn't fall off. i don't think i'm brave enough to go check out the colour. i'll post a picture is blogger allows me to. ttyl