which is worse as a stress reliever,

cutting your wrists, or smoking?

cutting your wrists imposes no health conditions, while smoking you could get lung cancer.

so in the end, which is worse?

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oh i'm supposed to blog about this. 

went down to bfnut's compe, and for reasons i will not bitch about because i don't believe telling the world about the faults of people will solve anything,

we were unwelcomed to the steamboat.

or rather, I was unwelcomed.

hmmm, after 3 years, for the first time. wow.