george: michaels chasing kimmy?
julianne: yes!
george: you're chasing michael?
julianne: YES!
george: who's chasing you... nobody, get it?

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julianne: if he were feeling what i'm feeling then he would know how it feels.

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george: it's amazing the clarity that comes with psycotic jealousy

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julianne: i'm pond scum. well, lower actually. i'm like the fungus that feeds on pond scum.
michael: lower. the pus that infects the mucus that cruds up the fungus that feeds on the pond scum. on the other hand, thank you for loving me that much, that way. it's pretty flattering.
julianne: except it makes me fungus.

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its the kind of teary eyed movie thing. hoho.

my mum bought me shorts today, is 28 too big? for most girls yes it would be, 28? omg you're fucking ginormous. you're like gozilla in victoria's. you know that line you get when you put something on thats too tight for too long trying to convice yourself that finally maybe you lost that pinch or hopefully (but not likely) two?
and then you realise that, shit, okay so i didn't lose weight. some of you might be lucky enough to have never experianced this cause god granted you a lovely metobolic rate. or you might be just damn happy with yourself.
hey, you shouldn't be complaining, you're not that fat, oh no, actually, you're not fat. even though you have a tummy. well have you ever wondered why mannequins look so good? granted because they're white (this is not a racist statement) cause white looks good with everything, but because they have the perfect body, with the perfect sized bust waist and hip, their bust and hip the same size.

i quote my mother, not totally in her words cause i forgot some of it.
"if you wanna lose weight you're going to have to diet, cause thats the way, cause right now you've got a tummy and then later you'll have he stretch marks and then you're going to swell."

i do want to lose weight. i do i do. but i love my food. and i don't think im ever going to properly lose it. so its not okay. but i'm going to try to ignore it for now. ps: there is no way i'll ever turn anorexic, because as i've said. i <3>