oh no, no no no, it was never meant to be like this, i knew it. just didn't admit it did i? why am i always so stubborn. i guess it just human not to admit you're wrong unless you have totally and truely been proven so, and thats provided if you truely believed in what you were saying in the first place.

now you're at the bottom of the list, i don't even know how you got there, i suppose the program just forgot you, when the name wasn't there i thought you were on but i was mistaken, it was just glitch in the program right? right.

now i know, i know with absolute SURENESS that you've stopped. and that just not fair because you, you just disappeared. you can't do that. its not fair to me, you can't just leave your chocolate on the table, ants will finish it.

i'm done (:

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raj called today, asking why i skipped school.

damn. i bet he has my goddamn number SAVED on his phone now. wtf!

i have lots to do work wise over the week end, and god save me i better do it.