only as high as I reach can I grow.

only as far as I seek can I go.

only as deep as I look can I see.

only as much as I dream can I be.

i think i really might have to go see a doctor. swooning in pain for 2 solid hours if im awake every month at a time is not fun.

really. and the cab fare home hurts too. chalk white.

this holiday is gonna be a bad one.

i'm gonna have to go back practically everyday.

nieh