Wednesday, January 18, 2006
everything is changing.
and you can actually tell, i saw cindy today, shes from my sec 1 class and i realised how much ive grown in height, you can tell things are changing. shes midgit now! poor babe (:
kay anyway, kyna left today.
sad. i miss her.
i dont want her to go.
its like shes a special part and its hollow everytime shes gone,
and when shes back she fills it up. and ill be happy.
that how i know i love her.
thats how i know i love everyone.
too many to name.
matt is moving out..
the neighbour ive known for so long is leaving.
i truely feel like childhood dripping from my heart, like theres a leak.
and it just gets lost.
the house thats so familiar since i was a kid is gonna be vacaded too soon.
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memoirs of a geisha is damn good.
got it at HMV for bout $14? worth it man..
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we've just gotta move?
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people who are best alone might not be better with someone best as well.
like best + best might not = to bestest.
don't forget your friends, for they will be there when you need them most.
they are the ones who will pull your string.
like a toy horse thats standing straight cause the string inside it is tight,
you loosen the string and the horse falls apart,
you tighten it,
it all comes back together.
you tighten the string and its stands back on.
stop slipping away.
friends can reach all the way and risk themselves,
but if you dont want help then what can we do?
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i dont know what to do now,
im scared.
i just dont know.
should i just stop it now?
9 52pm
jade;d @ 9:32 PM