Monday, July 18, 2005
ohmigosh!
yesterday's bf2 was so fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
like omg!
whahahahahahhahaha.
yesterday was fun ^_^
have you ever been told something you would really rather know and it's good you know it even though after it you kinda wish you had'nt been told because it's something you would rather not know, but you know that you still would rather have known what it was rather then not?
do you understand that?
at least it's better know.
but wtf. really.
WTFoot.
WTFoot.
WTFoot.
WTFoot.
WTFoot.
WTFoot.
WTFoot.
WTFoot.
sighs.
yea ok anyway im home at the moment.
should be in school but apperantly i was sick on the way to school,
diahorrea (is that how you spell it?)
so i took a cab home after i told the school i was sick.
vomitting is like a problem you don't wanna tell anyone.
it feels like shit.
really.
it's like this constant uncomfortable feeling at the pit of your stomach all the way to your throat.
like youre about to throw up at any moment.
but you can't because you're body won't let you.
so it just sits there.
and when you do finally throw up and tell everyone your problem.
the ones that don't run a million miles away from the splat on the floor and actually help you up..
those are friends.
and also when you finally do throw up,
you feel this feeling of relief.
like calm assurance that it's all over.
and for some,
they will start crying at it.
vomit has that affect on you,
it will make you cry,
and you don't know why.
but you will feel relief.
and happy,
that its over.
it's raining..
now.
11.21am
jade;d @ 11:11 AM