like i don't what i'm doing or what i should be doing.
i've come to the point where i don't want to be recognized at all.
i see stares and whispers and everyone knows who i am by sight or name.
i'm not motivated to do anything anymore,
i've come in a full circle again from last year.
i change my hair drastically when something significant happens or whatever.
the last time this happened was when i went blonde, not when i went pink, pink was just cause i alrdy had blonde hair so why not.
so. i'm gonna be unrecognisible, and i'm gonna lose tons of weight to achieve that, which shouldn't be too hard this term cause i'll hardly be eating.
..
i'm going milktea!
soon la. when i have the money
jade;d @ 2:56 PM
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
so, here i am in school, i don't think my teacher is too happy with me cause i didn't complete my work before coming to class which i now regret cause desmond is one of my fav teachers.
but i don't think i would have been able to do it anyway cause like, i've been just so sick. i got the flu, cough, sore throat, phlegm the works, and period cramps and PMS which is just a beautiful combination to have together.
-- i'm really sorry jems that i totally blanked about yesterday and you know i would have loved to been able to make it but i really just got so buried in my work, + i didn't bring my phone which just was like the formula for confirm forgetting.
oh i lost my hellokitty wallet with the hellokitty ezlink card and money and my DBS card, pls i would give up all the money in the wallet if i could just get my wallet back, sarah bought it for me from rome leh, wah liew, it was real sanrio T_T
sadded oh well.
so.. i haven't been blogging cause as usual, i've been boothing, which i think is a very poor substitute for blogging, can't say much in a booth cause its quite public.
hongkong was pretty fun, i MUST blog about it, iknow i said i would blog abou the bali trip but i didnt, but the HK i must!
okay teacher is starting class again. ttyl xoxo
jade;d @ 4:10 PM
Monday, September 21, 2009
oh my lord. someone i didnt know saw the vid of me singing with nicky, how absolutely embarrassing.
anyhoo i KNOW i haven't been blogging but really nthing life changing has happened that i havent already raved and ranted to people alrdy. so. i dont need to vent.
I MIGHT BE THE BIGGEST HYPOCRITE IN THE WORLD AND GET A TWITTER.
might.
but i still dailybooth! bite sized jade-ness everyday there (:
oh YEA. mini collection drawings are up. they're on my deviantART (can you imagine ive been up there for four effing years alrdy? zomg.)
http://jadexx.deviantart.com
OH AND I IS DESPERATE NEED TO CHANGE TEMPLATE. (dont worry max you don't have to do it, im thinking of drawing smth of my own)
jade;d @ 3:27 PM
Monday, September 14, 2009
i want someone who makes me feel the same way music makes me feel!
warm.fuzzy.happy.
music totally has the ability to change my mood, COMPLETELY.
i know i don't appear much of a music person (:
jade;d @ 12:28 AM
Tuesday, August 04, 2009
SOOO the press photos are out for Miss Singapore Universe's (Rachel Kum) National Costume 2009, which is to be a giaant orchid. I think it looks fantastic! qing did one HELL of a job finishing that in 5 days, we thought we didn't have to make the gown see, so all of us were giggling about which poor soul/(s) had to sew on the sequins as we kept throwing them on, only to have it come back to us, well, one of us anyway, qing, who won the competition. i don't have any better photo cause this is all i could get from the net, my newspaper on that particular day seems to have a problem, i think 14pages of my Life! section never got printed 0_0 and i don't think i can get qing to bluetooth me the photos cause shes using an iphone i think.
So anyhoots, qing dyed the fabric herself (IT TURNED OUT SOOOO NICELY) and basically the whole thing was just a flower (haha.) of her hard work. i don't think enough credit has been given to how hard it must have been to be juggling school and doing a gown (which no one told any of us we had to do) must have been. srsly had my dress been picked, i would have just complained all the way and made faces and die by the end of it, but qing was a real warrior about it zomg. i just can't get over the fact she only had $500 to make it, the chiffon that she originally wanted to use costs $75, which is obviously out of the question. aiyah im just damn in awe.
i heard from joe that when they'd just finished the gown they had less than a meter of thread lol. luckyness, i wasn't able to see ms rachel kum walking around the dress in RL cause i was in class but from the pictures, she looks stunning in it. the petals around her head just look very very dramatic and i dont know how many times i've said this but the dyeing was in-cre-di-fucking-ble.
i'll just stop here, im beginning to rave and repeat myself.
SO anyway, maybe ill post the article about sketches of our dress another day, abit tired now.
jade;d @ 8:51 PM
Friday, July 31, 2009
NOTE: there is a post under this one.
basically me singing and making alot of mistakes, one video of me swearing very violently.
my singing went very off alot of times so turn your volume down lowlow. i'll admit i have not been singing at all, which explains the very violent octave changes and offtune-ness.
or i'm just making excuses for my bad singing. IDK LA
this is the first vid
my comp was having issues so it stopped recording after 40seconds which i feel was a real pity cause it sounded very nice after that, it happens only when nicky is playing well sigh, WASTED. you can hear my comp go DINGDING! = problem
thats all for now, takes too long to upload, maybe tml
jade;d @ 1:27 AM
so, i went to visit nicky cause he has a broken foot because the idiot kicked a cupboard when he was angry with his sister. he is on crutches for 3 months now.
also today during my class today, i gashed my finger with a pin, my second finger on the right.
SO:
me: omg its fucking pain/irritating to type with a gashed finger
nicky (incredulous): how dare you complain about typing with a gashed finger when i can't even fucking walk gashed finger typing oh my god. what the fuck
me: HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAH im so insensitive..
nicky appreciates the things much more now, like being able to put out a cigg with your right foot when you flick it to right. he had to cross his whole body to get his left foot to stub it out. he appreciates needing 2 feet to climb up and down stairs, and walking more than 3m without being out of breath from using crutches.
AHAHAHAHAHHAHA
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well, i think crutch-ed people dont have to stub out cigs [ren] says: (12:18:52 AM) just throw on floor [ren] says: (12:18:55 AM) fuck the NEA [ren] says: (12:19:06 AM) they're not gonna fine a semi-cripple
AHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
jade;d @ 12:07 AM
Monday, July 27, 2009
who would have thought that 3 words, so simple, could be so flattering. its my first time its ever been said to me.
SOOO the press photos are out for Miss Singapore Universe's (Rachel Kum) National Costume 2009, which is to be a giaant orchid. I think it looks fantastic! qing did one HELL of a job finishing that in 5 days, we thought we didn't have to make the gown see, so all of us were giggling about which poor soul/(s) had to sew on the sequins as we kept throwing them on, only to have it come back to us, well, one of us anyway, qing, who won the competition. i don't have any better photo cause this is all i could get from the net, my newspaper on that particular day seems to have a problem, i think 14pages of my Life! section never got printed 0_0 and i don't think i can get qing to bluetooth me the photos cause shes using an iphone i think.